Month.

It's been like a month. Nothing has changed reaally though. No need to update on my life. Same old boyfriend for like 4 months now. Swim season is just about over, summer is here. Stresss free. Just alotta final projects. Can you believe it, we're Juniors now. Then Seniors, then we're on our own.

Swim.

Shiiiit. I've been really freaking busy lately. Swim season has been pretty hecktic. Our girl coach has been being a bitch because we do really good in meets but suck asshole in practice. So shes been working us out beyond limits. But I'm gettting better. It's just my endurance. FUCK IT. Swim has made me meet new amazing people. I love it. Goood life.

haaaye giiirl haaaye!

Dayuum. I'ma busy bee. This second semester reallly got to me. But the thing that helps me keep going is my boyfriend. I'm not only doing it for me, but for him too. Heres a condense version: Kyle's a dumbass and itsn't slick. Lol, but still hes my BOY! Ha. He always say, "Cary, you should check out yo boy. Check out yo. Check yo boy out Cary." Lol. Whatta dumb fucker. Anyway, now that swim season has started I don't have a 6th period I go to CHS alot. All I see are a bunch of Korean fuckers, but saall good. But when I go to swim practice, it's hellla hectic. Freaal though, it's no easy shit to do. I sure wish it was though. I missed my first swim meet to go to a basketball CIF game. We fucking lost. Fuck Harvard WestLake. They had a full grown male on their team. I'm not kidding. He was like 6'7. Thighs big as my body, and dunked so easily. We still made it though. And like our VP was like no saying airbaaal, or boo. And we didnt so when the other team started saying air ball we were like wtf. Whatever, I hope they feel guilty for winning as cheaters. Anywaay, next swim meet is on Thursday. I suck but it's all about experience.

New everything.

This week I've been totally acting bitchy. And I take out all my anger at my boyfriend. I don't mean too, it's just at the end of the day I'm exhausted and he's the last person I end my night with. But he deals with it and understands, so I guess thats cool. Well Sadies, IDK. Like it's complicated. I wanna go, but not if it takes all this complication. And Ima dumb bitch, I fucking hate Friendship Park. But I get off of probation soon, I'm suuper excited for that.

BUST!

BUST! I HATE FRIENDSHIP PARK! Life sucks. UGH! I hate having a boyfriend. I have having friends. I hate school. I hate my social life. I'm just a fucking angry little girl.

Valentine's Day.

OH MAAAN! IS LOVE IN THE AIR?! LOL! This Valentine's Day didn't turn out like I wanted. But still I am so happy that everything turned out great. My boyfriend couldn't get out, so we were webcamming and he made a sign that said, "Cary, will you be my valentine?" It was suuper cuute. PLUS! For Valentine's Day, I decorated his locker, which I think it cute because we go to different schools. Valentine's Day turned out just fine. My sister goes to blogspot called iGossip. WTF?! Middle schoolers tryna be like Gossip Girl. PUAHAH! That shit makes me laugh. I know my sister beefs it with alotta people, and I got her back, like I've always have before. I've even gotten her outta trouble with a breeezy tryna fight her. But maaan, if I ever heard Bianca's name n that. IDGAF. Happy Valentine's Day though.

2nd Semester.

It's just as hard as the end of the first semester. I'm tryna do all my work now, so I don't have to stress at the end of the semester on how I'm gonna get all my credits. I'm already behind by like 15. But I'm trying. Trying to make my dad proud. So he can say to his low life friends, that his daughter is graduating high school, and isn't gang- affiliated. That she accomplish something that most of them probably haven't. I want to take care of him when he grows up, so when he's ready, he smiles. But 2nd semester is my time. I'm trying to get involved in school, alot more than I was last year. Support my school as much as I can. HAHA! I have a long list on how I want to TRY, and yet it still needs to be done. But so far I've been doing good on accomplishing my trying goals. Like for one: I'm joining the swim team. And will be on it this starting Tuesday. I'm joining Key Club. And so far my grades are good. I just won't have time for my baaaaby. And friends. But it's a sacrifice.