New everything.

This week I've been totally acting bitchy. And I take out all my anger at my boyfriend. I don't mean too, it's just at the end of the day I'm exhausted and he's the last person I end my night with. But he deals with it and understands, so I guess thats cool. Well Sadies, IDK. Like it's complicated. I wanna go, but not if it takes all this complication. And Ima dumb bitch, I fucking hate Friendship Park. But I get off of probation soon, I'm suuper excited for that.

BUST!

BUST! I HATE FRIENDSHIP PARK! Life sucks. UGH! I hate having a boyfriend. I have having friends. I hate school. I hate my social life. I'm just a fucking angry little girl.

Valentine's Day.

OH MAAAN! IS LOVE IN THE AIR?! LOL! This Valentine's Day didn't turn out like I wanted. But still I am so happy that everything turned out great. My boyfriend couldn't get out, so we were webcamming and he made a sign that said, "Cary, will you be my valentine?" It was suuper cuute. PLUS! For Valentine's Day, I decorated his locker, which I think it cute because we go to different schools. Valentine's Day turned out just fine. My sister goes to blogspot called iGossip. WTF?! Middle schoolers tryna be like Gossip Girl. PUAHAH! That shit makes me laugh. I know my sister beefs it with alotta people, and I got her back, like I've always have before. I've even gotten her outta trouble with a breeezy tryna fight her. But maaan, if I ever heard Bianca's name n that. IDGAF. Happy Valentine's Day though.

2nd Semester.

It's just as hard as the end of the first semester. I'm tryna do all my work now, so I don't have to stress at the end of the semester on how I'm gonna get all my credits. I'm already behind by like 15. But I'm trying. Trying to make my dad proud. So he can say to his low life friends, that his daughter is graduating high school, and isn't gang- affiliated. That she accomplish something that most of them probably haven't. I want to take care of him when he grows up, so when he's ready, he smiles. But 2nd semester is my time. I'm trying to get involved in school, alot more than I was last year. Support my school as much as I can. HAHA! I have a long list on how I want to TRY, and yet it still needs to be done. But so far I've been doing good on accomplishing my trying goals. Like for one: I'm joining the swim team. And will be on it this starting Tuesday. I'm joining Key Club. And so far my grades are good. I just won't have time for my baaaaby. And friends. But it's a sacrifice.